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Friday, February 27, 2009

sorry and i'll take the blame...

to whoever that concern, i just wanna say that im sorry for my behaviour or mistakes that i've made before...

if u ever wanna hated me for the rest of ur life, i deserved it...




"Sorry, Blame It On Me"

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

p/s: everybody makes mistakes but my mistakes will never be forgiven...

Monday, February 23, 2009

my status...

it's kinda funny went everybody is gossiping about my ym status...

but the truth is nothing happened to me as i just wrote the status for fun...

hahaha....

Friday, February 20, 2009

feeling lonely...

what is happening to me lately..??




sometimes im kinda feel a bit lonely and i really hate this feeling as it makes me restless... DAMN...




i tried to make it go away but the feeling won't go away as easy as it come...


aaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh........!!!!!!!!



Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya
Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was
Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be, ain't no-one in the globe I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I'd be alone, I didn't think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I'd ever
Hurt my baby, and it's driving me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

Thursday, February 12, 2009

it's come to me again...

here it is as im feeling very exhausted as more and more work and assignment been piling up on my desk... DAMN...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

ak benci tag sbnrnya.. haha

This special TAG are for the blogger :-

1) whoever likes to do this tag... haha


1. laman web ape yg slalu dilawati??berikan 3 laman web tersebut

a)facebook

b)malaysiakini.com

c)maybank2u.com.my


2. tiga hadiah yg sgt2 anda inginkan utk jangka masa terdekat ini..

a)more n more duit

b)new laptop.. nk men GTA.. laptop ak dh berumur 4 thn dh... sedey2

c)sony ericsson xperia @ samsung omnia... suka3


3. adakah anda boikot KFC,McD,PIZZAHUT & STARBUCK?

selagi mampu diboikot!


4. kalau dah boikot,kemana destinasi fastfood anda seterusnya??

paim gak.. tp dier bkn fastfood la.. service pun kdg2 lembap.. hahaha.. ayam penyet surabaya n joko solo.. manTOP


5. soalan terakhir, apa yg ada dalam perut anda skang??

xde pape.. lapar gler nie.. huhu

F**K..!!

it's over the limit...

F**K...!!!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Monday, February 2, 2009

too hot to handle..

the weather lately is too hot for me as it makes me a headache almost everyday..

even sometimes i blame the mother nature for this catastrophic and always complaint about it...

when it's raining i asked for sunny day but when it's sunny i asked for rain instead....

am i not being thankful??

Sunday, February 1, 2009

the normal guy...

it's been a while i didn't updated my life...
but what can i do as if i dunno what to write about... haha...

just a short update...

last week i had stepped down from my post as 'bendahari' PKPMI-CM... it's kinda sad as i love my post very much but my term as expired...

but being the normal student in medan is kinda fun n not stressful as it used to be and the good things is that everyday i have a lot of extra time which i dunno how to kill them off...

but i won't as easy as that as this semester im attached to the stressful schedule as my class start at 7 am till 4 pm everyday...

but there is an 'peribahasa' - bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian

hopefully my path to the future is as easy as going around malaysia using PLUS.. haha


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