Friday, October 2, 2009

penghinaan dibalas dengan pertolongan

skali lagi dunia dikejutkan dengan gempa bumi yg maha dasyat yang terjadi di padang pula kali ini...

disebalik keangkuhan dan kerakusan negara yang terkena gempa...

namun negaraku tercinta MALAYSIA...

tetap ingin menghulurkan bantuan tanpa terasa kecil hati atau kecewa sama skali dengan tingkah laku negara jiran...

yang tidak ubah seperti monyet jantan yang baru baligh berjumpa monyet betina untuk kali pertama...

namun, tujuan entri ini bukanlah untuk menghina dan mengherdik negara jiran tetapi sekadar menyedarkan mereka bahwa

"kita nie serumpun je woi, so logik la suma benda hampir sama.. lgpun banyak gak yang dulu warga INDONESIA pindah ke MALAYSIA untuk menjadi warga MALAYSIA dan secara xlangsung mreka bawa gak budaya dorg 2 skali...
sbb 2 ap yg dorg ad kita pun ad..."

p/s: wlaupun trasa benci pd negara yg trlalu angkuh ini namun jauh di sudut hatiku ini...
ad gak rs simpati kt org2 yg trkna bncana alam ini...
smoga kita semua dijauhkan dr segala bencana yg membawa kmusnahan kpd semua...

Saturday, September 12, 2009

renung2kn dan slamat beramal...

this post is not from me but from a friend (

This week’s blog is about Laylatul Qadr.

So what actually is Laylatul Qadr, often known as the Night of Power?

Well, firstly let’s see what Allah (swt) says about this night in the Qur’an.

“Indeed We sent it [the Holy Quran] down on the Night of Power. What will convey to you what the Night of Power is? Better is the Night of Power than a thousand months. In that Night the angels and the Spirit descend by the permission of their Lord for every errand. Peace it is, until the break of dawn.” – Quran, Chapter 97 Al-Qadr

This amazing night is also the same night our beloved Prophet (pbuh) received the first revelation that culminated in the Qur’an, so yes an amazing night, the night of Power.

Better than a 1000 months. How easy it is to simply say that but not understand it. Better than a 1000 month is better than 83 years. So worshipping Allah (swt) on this one night, by praying, reading Qur’an is better than 83 years of worship. Mash’Allah. What an opportunity for us.

Now imagine one thing. Imagine the President of your country invites you to a special feast and tells you he is going to reward you with magnificent gifts, giving you wonderful presents but providing you behave yourself in a particular way during the feast. What would you do?

I’m sure like me; you would leave no stone unturned to present yourself in the best possible manner. After all, we all want magnificent gifts, right? We would think what we should wear? What we should say? Perhaps call his secretary asking what gifts he would like? Arrange the best car to take us there? Make sure our hair is perfect. I am positive we would try to do all these things.

But this night is different.

Laylatul Qadr is an invitation from the President of Presidents, The Supreme One. Our Lord, our Creator. Allah (swt)

So how do we need to make preparations for this night?

So very simple Mash’Allah.

There are 3 stages, that I personally would recommend.

Firstly prepare MENTALLY…Your aim is to keep Allah (swt) in your mind the whole night. That nice carpet you’re sitting, that nice rug, maybe your comfy bed, is better than the cold, wet dark night where you could easily be spending tonight if not for Allah’s (swt) kindness. It’s important to be fully awake, fresh and have a live fresh heart when making your prayers and Ibadat

Secondly prepares, PHYSICALLY…Your aim should be to spend the whole night, so find a suitable place, wear something comfortable and decent, and also try to understand what you are asking for from Allah (swt) That way it means more

Finally, prepare, SPIRITUALLY…Your aim should be to ask, “O Allah you are the most compassionate, and you are the shelter of unsheltered ones!” “Where is Your vast blessing? Where is Your infinite forgiveness? Where are Your love and benevolence?” Ask for forgiveness of past sins in the most appealing manner with a promise to try never to return to the sins again – a tawba in every sense of the word Present ones requests before the Almighty with full hope that they will be answered.

Prophet Mohammad (saw) when asked what one should invoke Allah (SWT) during these nights, said: “Ask for your safety (here and in the hereafter)”.

I wish you all success in this. Ameen

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

kt slalu saje komplain...!!

perbualan antara org melayu n org cina...

Two old friends - A Chinese Man and a Malay were having a conversation recently ....

Apek: Lu potong zaka ada bagut ka?
Ali: Manyak bagus. Bila lu potong haa, lu punya barang manyak bersih loo...
Apek: err ... saya kawan ala cakap, potong zaka aaahh.... manyak ploblem..
Ali: Apa problem?
Apek: Manyak buang lui, lagi aah... dia punya performance tadak bagut... manyak cinang semputloh ...
Ali: Cehh... apek, lu apa cerita... saya suda lama potong... tada apa problem... bini saya manyak puas woo...
Apek: Lu mini puas sama itu potong zaka ka?
Ali: Ya laa. Bila lu potong aahh... lagi sedap main woo.. lu lagi lambat pancut..
Apek: err... lu punya 1.3 atau 1.5??
Ali: woi apek cakap baik2 sikit ha ... saya punya 6 inci laa..
Apek: Tiu nia ma... lu jangan main2 haa... mana ada potong zaka 6 inci..
Ali: Cilaka apek ni.....nah tengok (opens his trousers).
Apek: Chee sin punya olang.......gua tanya baik2 ... lu tunjuk lupunya lanchiau..
Ali: Abis... lu tada percaya..saya tunjuk la..
Apek: Saya tadak tanya sama lu punya lanchiau... Saya tanya lu pasal itu nasional car... potong zaka.. bolo punya olang..
Ali: Aiya... apek... lain kali lu sebut betul2 la....kasi susa saja.. Bukan potong zaka la..... Proton Saga........lah


Thursday, June 25, 2009

memoir of me..!!

the title kinda 'xleh blah'...
but what the hell..
it's my blog so i do have right to write anything...

like 'mas tukul always said..
"kembali ke laptop"

i still remember when i was a kid and i used to say..

"it is good to be a grown up"

but now when im a grown up i always say..

"i want to be kid forever.. "

this is because when you are a kid, you have nothing to worry about...

they just enjoyed their life the way they like...

during my school times, i also used to be a teacher's pet and that's why i was always be chosen as the class monitor, prefect, and many more...

and it makes me less favorable among other students as i am too close with the teacher...
but in return it give some kind of immunity as when im doing something wrong, i always get away with it as the teacher always believe in me...

not like nowadays, every single things that i made comes with a very big responsibility which it is a burden for me...
when i done something wrong, nobody gonna back me up but only to face the music...

as for now, im a dentist in the making, and there is a law that if you done something wrong, your ass is gonna be kicked by somebody in the law...

which meant i need to be much more responsible with everything i do today and for the future as i don't want it hunt be back then...

p/s: it good to be kid again... huhu

drag me to hell...!!

im home now but as always i dunno what to do...
it's killing me softly...

but then yesterday i watched transformer..
thanked god i only have 2 thumbs if not i will give all thumbs up that i have...
seriously all of you should waste your money on this movie...
you won't regret it...

p/s: i wanna watch it again but i got no money.... huhu.. anyone want to buy me a ticket... haha

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

just wandering..!!

i just finish my third year a.k.a 6th sem and on august i'll be at 7th sem..

and for most of my friend, 7th sem is their last sem before they proceed with clinical at 8th sem as they are a fast learner and very smart enough in their study and they deserve it...

but for me...
it another way round..
im a slow learner not smart enough in studying as overall im an average student or maybe a lil bit lower than average..

why is it because most of my friend only have 2-3 subjects more to finish before going to clinical but me... still have a few subjects and maybe my clinical on 9th sem..

it still fresh in my mind when all of us are together in 1st sem then on 2nd sem i still can catch-up with them but starting 3rd sem, i was left behind as i can't follow their pace and this really make me look stupid (but im really stupid in real life)...

and as a result, maybe i will not join them to do clinical together on 8th sem as im still blaming myself for what had happen to me...


stupid people doing stupid things. im a loser baby - please kill me instead

im home...!!

after a hectic week at the hospital being stupid n now im back at melaka...
but still trip to bali with my friends is much more fun then being in malaysia...
no offence.. haha

p/s: dunno what to do at home rite now...!! huhu

me with my bestfriend at bali.. damn.. bali was so fun..


Di suatu malam yang dingin, di dalam sebuah bilik yang sederhana besar,
diatas katil.......

sepasang suami-isteri yang telah lanjut usia baru masuk tidur.

Suaminya telah mula mengantuk tapi isterinya terbangkit perasaan ghairah malam itu....

Si isteri bersuara,

"Dulu-dulu tu..... abang selalu pegang tangan saya bila kita nak tido."

Suaminya dengan separuh sedar, menggenggam tangan isterinya, lepas tu mula mengantuk semula.

Beberapa ketika lepas tu, si isteri bersuara lagi,

"Kemudian tu.... abang selalu cium saya."

Si suami dengan rasa terganggu, mengangkat kepalanya dan menyentuh bibirnya ke pipi si isteri.

Lepas tu sambung tido balik.

Selepas beberapa saat, si isteri bersuara lagi,

"Kemudian tu.... abang selalu gigit-gigit leher saya......."

Dengan perasaan marah dan geram, si suami melontar selimutnya dan bangun dari katil tu.

Si isteri bertanya, "Abang nak gi mana tu?"

Dengan marah suaminya menjawab,

"Nak gi amik gigi la ni!!!"

Sunday, June 14, 2009

tenkiu guys... really appreciate it..

ak amat terharu ngn membe2 ak..
smbut besday ak plak 2..

dah la plg last ak smbut besday ak..
kalu xclap ms darjah 1 kot..
2 pun smbut time waktu rehat je..
bapak sedey gler...

thank kat korg sbb smbut besday ak..
trasa trharu gler...
nie yg nk nangis nie...

Saturday, May 30, 2009

law of survivor..!!

it has been a long time since my last post...

kinda miss the old days that i used to write almost everything to this blog..

but lately im been very busy so i had to stop writing and focusing to the most important things...

and now...

the final is here again and is half way done...

and as usual...

everything is changing during the exam..

for example..

before exam A n B wont get along in anything but during exam they will call it a truce and A and

B will be good friends as nothing happened before...

another situation is everybody will try to play cheat during the exam even the religious person

earth still cheating during exam even before he/she will said i hate people cheating in exam

including copy the answer from friend or doing small notes or 'kopean'.

and what makes me said FUCK is...

the person who hated others who is cheating during exam only if he/she didn't get any answer

from other but it is okay if he/she is cheating...

it just like it is totally evil for other to cheat but it is okay himself/herself is cheating...


but what can we do because it is the law of survival...

everybody will only think about himself/herself and the others go to hell..

as conclusion, what can we do to this hypocrite people but only hoping that one day he/she will

stop this bullshit and don't try la to be a saint...

Sunday, April 19, 2009


few more weeks to go before my final is coming...

is kinda scared as to be frankly i didn't study anything right now. it just that i wake up every morning, attend the class, then take a nap in the evening, then play some games at night, and last but not least i doze off till morning and it repeating itself until the final gonna come...

and lately i kinda lazy to attend the class and it makes me skip a few classes which for me it is a critical subject. but now I'm trying not to skip any class anymore because for me it's okay if you are not studying in consistency but you MUST attend the classes as it makes you remembered it a little bit. but if you attend the classes and revise it everyday.. walla.. the hard work gonna pays off...

as i said in my previous post...

so many things to do but so little time

Friday, April 17, 2009


posting kali nie ak nk tulis dlm BM..

harap anda puas ati la wahai A.Samad Said krn dok cbuk kempen sna sni tuk mansuhkn english dlm math n science..

bg ak bler kt blaja math n science, bkn bahasa yg pntg tp ilmu dlm bidang trsebut yg lebih pntg sbb ilmu yg bidang tersebut stiap hari akn sntiasa berubah dan ia hanya dlm ENGLISH...

cm mn kt nk maju kalu nk translate suma bnd 2 ke bahasa malaysia... by the time the translator had finished translating the knowledge in BM, others have gone much more advance than us just because we try to live under coconut shell..

lainla kalu A.SAMAD SAID sndri yg nk terjemah bnd 2 stiap hari dan dpt siapkan dlm bebrapa minit sahaja spy kt tdk ketinggaln dlm mngejar bangsa lain yang telah jauh lebih maju berbndg kita yg xsebrapa nie..

kalu ko nk ber'sastera' wahai A.SAMAD SAID, xyah duk sibuk nk trnsform sluruh rkyt mesia jd mcm mu gak... hodoh sungguh...

ak dh byk sgt mrepek sbnrnya dan posting ak kali nie bkn tuk cite psl bnd di ats tp pasal membe2 ak suma...

sejak 2menjak nie musim mngawan mcm tlh berputik plak..

teringt ak ms zaman2 ak hangat brkapel dlu ms skolh mngah n matriks...

ap je yg ktorg bt xpkr org len n aggp ak n teman ak je yg ad, lantak p la org len nk ckp ap aslkn ktorg bahgia..

n situasi trsbut ak dpt lihat kt membe2 ak..

really 'down to memory lane'...


papehal ak ucapkn membe2 ak yg tgh hangat bercnta semoga berbahgia la n kalu kawen nnt jgn lupa jemput ak..

kalu x mmg putus membe la...

a new dawn...

pak lah had stepped down and was taken over by najib as the new prime minister (PM) of malaysia which mean that pak lah's era was over n najib's era is in progress...

and as usual when a new prime minister was appointed, the cabinet will undergo a major resuffled. this included the kementerian penerangan just happen to have a new minister.

for his first project, he changed back the prime news for RTM to its original airtime. what a good decision that he had taken.

but for me, the airtime changes didn't do anything good nor harm to the rakyat as majority of malaysian mostly watch news at another channel likes TV3, ntv7, TV9, or TV8 as RTM is kinda lame in eveything

rather than change the airtime for the prime news, i suggest that he should lobbying the parlimeant to democratize the media as until now major media is in favour for the government or 'being controlled' by the government.

by doing this, then i believed maybe the rakyat will cast theirs vote toward the BN more as it showing that the BN government is much more transparent then before...

Monday, April 13, 2009

tips berpacaran...

kepada membe yg sedang berpacaran silalah

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal

1. Terlalu kerap bertemu janji tidak produktif. 

Anda perlu tahu memilih temu janji. Jika bertemu dengan lelaki-lelaki yang tidak berguna, elakkan diri untuk terus bersama dengan mereka. Carilah alasan supaya mereka tidak lagi mengajak anda keluar. 

Masalahnya, wanita selalunya tidak sabar. Mereka mahu apa yang diingini diperoleh pada saat itu juga. Inginkan ganjaran serta-merta. Tetapi, perlu juga diingat kadang-kala berbaloi untuk kita menunggu hadirnya seorang lelaki yang baik dalam hidup. 

Mungkin, anda hanya berpeluang keluar temu janji sekali dalam setahun. Tetapi, ia berkemungkinan adalah yang terbaik berbanding terlalu kerap bertemu janji tetapi semuanya mengecewakan.

2. Keluar bersama teman-teman dengan harapan bertemu lelaki pujaan. 

Apabila bersama teman-teman khususnya wanita, anda sebenarnya tidak akan didekati oleh lelaki. Sebabnya, lelaki bujang sebenarnya amat penakut. Ada teori menyatakan bahawa wanita yang keluar secara berkumpulan tidak akan menarik perhatian kaum lelaki. 

Lelaki yang mempunyai kualiti tidak akan menghampiri kumpulan wanita tersebut dan kemudian mengajak anda keluar dengannya di hadapan teman-teman anda. Lelaki seperti itu tidak akan berani melakukannya. Jadi idea paling baik, keluarlah bersendirian.

Pilihlah meja terbaik untuk menikmati makanan atau minuman sambil membaca buku kegemaran anda. Berpura-pura anda sedang sibuk. Keadaan itu sebenarnya membuatkan anda lebih mudah didekati apatah lagi anda sedang bersendirian. 

3. Wanita selalu beranggapan seorang lelaki akan menyukai mereka setelah si dia mula mengenali diri mereka.

Sebenarnya, pada saat bertemu, seseorang lelaki itu sudah tahu sama ada dirinya berminat dengan anda ataupun tidak. Dalam hidup seorang lelaki, tiada istilah 'memanaskan badan'. 

Lelaki umpama mikrowave dan wanita pula seperti belanga. Wanita lambat merasai 'kehangatan', mereka selalunya akan mengumpul semua maklumat mengenai si dia kemudian mentafsirkan ia sebelum mengambil kata putus. Sedangkan lelaki mengetahui jawapannya dalam satu saat, ya atau tidak.

4. Terlalu bercerita dan berkongsi mengenai temu janji.

Wanita bujang terlalu menaruh kepercayaan kepada pasangan temu janjinya sehingga membuatkan dia menceritakan terlalu banyak kisah tentang dirinya. 

Mereka sebenarnya sedang memberi dan melonggokkan maklumat kepada lelaki terbabit - terlalu banyak. Apa yang selalunya diluah wanita: "Saya kini berasa tenang sebab dia adalah rakan baik saya. Saya boleh bercerita dengannya tentang apa sahaja."

Hakikatnya, wanita sedang berada dalam keadaan gelisah dan bimbang sehinggakan mereka menceritakan segala kisah hidup mereka. Cuma, kadang kala kisah hidup mereka itu bukanlah satu kisah yang menarik untuk dikongsi bersama. 

5. Tidak membenarkan lelaki bercakap.

Cara anda bercakap atau berbual kala keluar berpacaran sepatutnya seperti perlawanan tenis iaitu ada komunikasi dua hala. Tetapi, sepatutnya lelaki diberikan kuasa untuk bercakap lebih banyak daripada wanita. Tiga kali lebih banyak daripada wanita seperti nisbah 3:1. 

Lelaki bercakap, bercakap dan bercakap kemudian barulah tiba giliran anda pula untuk meluahkan kata-kata. Namun, anda boleh menjawab pertanyaannya setiap kali si dia selesai berkata-kata. 

Dan, kemudian anda juga boleh memulakan perbualan dengan bertanyakan soalan tetapi pastikan ia tidak lari daripada topik yang sedang diperbualkan. 

Jangan pula terus bertanya: "Adakah awak ingin berkahwin? Apa perkara yang disukai oleh bekas teman wanita awak?" Ingat, jangan sesekali lakukan perkara itu. Sebaiknya, mulakan perbualan daripada topik atau cerita yang sedang dibualkan. 

6. Lupa menjaga tingkah laku dan adab sopan.

Kunci utama pada satu temu janji yang berjaya adalah senyuman. Tawan hatinya dengan pandangan mata. Biarkan dia 'memimpin' pentas pertemuan itu dan anda hanya menyuntik perkara-perkara kecil yang dapat membantu menghangatkan suasana. 

Contohnya, andai si dia memesan pencuci kulit dan anda berkongsi menikmatinya, katanya: "Inilah kek coklat paling enak dan saya gembira awak memilihnya."

Tingkah laku dan adab sopan, itulah kuncinya. Kebanyakan orang tidak menitikberatkan tentang perkara itu atau sengaja buat-buat lupa setiap kali keluar temu janji dengan si dia.

Friday, March 6, 2009


Love, love, love, love, love, love.

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.

I really don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you. (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you. (liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...)[x2]

All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you. (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you. (Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...)[x4]silent

(I really don't like you...) [x3]louder

p/s: i really hate you...!!

cry me a river...

sempena musim ujan2 nie...

it's justin timberlake - cry me a river...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

bye bye bye

my feveret boyband...

Bye, bye, bye
Bye, bye, bye
Bye, bye, bye

I'm doin' this tonight
You're probably gonna start a fight
I know this can't be right
Hey baby, come on

I loved you endlessly
When you weren't there for me
So now it's time to leave
And make it alone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door, baby, bye, bye, bye

I don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

Don't really wanna make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

Just hit me with the truth
Now girl you're more than welcome to
So give me one good reason
Baby come on

I live for you and me
And now I really come to see
That life would be much better
Once you're gone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door, baby, bye, bye, bye

I don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

Don't really wanna make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

I'm giving up I know for sure
I don't wanna be the reason for your love no more, bye, bye
I'm checkin' out, I'm signin' off
I don't wanna be the loser and I've had enough

I don't wanna be your fool
In this game for two
So I'm leavin' you behind
Bye, bye, bye

I don't wanna make it tough
But I had enough and it ain't no lie

I don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
But it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

Don't really wanna make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye.....End


lately my ym status had made a speculation among my friend...

here r some what do they said about me...

1.ko dh gersang ke??

ad la rs gersang ckit... haha

2.apahal ko?? ko gado ngn awek ke??

haih... cm mn ak nk gado... awek pun xde.. sedey2

3.hate the sin but not the sinner

ak xphm sbnrnya ap mksd membe ak nie...

4.ko jd la gay... br la x alone n lonely

ko nk ak jd gay???!!!... WTF!!...

n much more...

Friday, February 27, 2009

sorry and i'll take the blame...

to whoever that concern, i just wanna say that im sorry for my behaviour or mistakes that i've made before...

if u ever wanna hated me for the rest of ur life, i deserved it...

"Sorry, Blame It On Me"

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away



I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

p/s: everybody makes mistakes but my mistakes will never be forgiven...

Monday, February 23, 2009

my status...

it's kinda funny went everybody is gossiping about my ym status...

but the truth is nothing happened to me as i just wrote the status for fun...


Friday, February 20, 2009

feeling lonely...

what is happening to me lately..??

sometimes im kinda feel a bit lonely and i really hate this feeling as it makes me restless... DAMN...

i tried to make it go away but the feeling won't go away as easy as it come...


Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya
Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was
Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be, ain't no-one in the globe I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I'd be alone, I didn't think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I'd ever
Hurt my baby, and it's driving me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

Thursday, February 12, 2009

it's come to me again...

here it is as im feeling very exhausted as more and more work and assignment been piling up on my desk... DAMN...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

ak benci tag sbnrnya.. haha

This special TAG are for the blogger :-

1) whoever likes to do this tag... haha

1. laman web ape yg slalu dilawati??berikan 3 laman web tersebut




2. tiga hadiah yg sgt2 anda inginkan utk jangka masa terdekat ini..

a)more n more duit

b)new laptop.. nk men GTA.. laptop ak dh berumur 4 thn dh... sedey2

c)sony ericsson xperia @ samsung omnia... suka3

3. adakah anda boikot KFC,McD,PIZZAHUT & STARBUCK?

selagi mampu diboikot!

4. kalau dah boikot,kemana destinasi fastfood anda seterusnya??

paim gak.. tp dier bkn fastfood la.. service pun kdg2 lembap.. hahaha.. ayam penyet surabaya n joko solo.. manTOP

5. soalan terakhir, apa yg ada dalam perut anda skang??

xde pape.. lapar gler nie.. huhu


it's over the limit...


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Monday, February 2, 2009

too hot to handle..

the weather lately is too hot for me as it makes me a headache almost everyday..

even sometimes i blame the mother nature for this catastrophic and always complaint about it...

when it's raining i asked for sunny day but when it's sunny i asked for rain instead....

am i not being thankful??

Sunday, February 1, 2009

the normal guy...

it's been a while i didn't updated my life...
but what can i do as if i dunno what to write about... haha...

just a short update...

last week i had stepped down from my post as 'bendahari' PKPMI-CM... it's kinda sad as i love my post very much but my term as expired...

but being the normal student in medan is kinda fun n not stressful as it used to be and the good things is that everyday i have a lot of extra time which i dunno how to kill them off...

but i won't as easy as that as this semester im attached to the stressful schedule as my class start at 7 am till 4 pm everyday...

but there is an 'peribahasa' - bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian

hopefully my path to the future is as easy as going around malaysia using PLUS.. haha

lifestyle of rich and famous

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


poem that i taken from the newest album OK by Malique

Aku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Aku pasti bukan aku seorang saja yang nampak
Ada juga bercadang bertanya tuan punya
Tapi bercampur risau dengan tak tergamak
Nanti dikata tak bersyukur, dikata tak sedar diri
Jadi aku menyendiri, memerhati dan akhirnya mengakui
Yang kita sendiri
Membiarkan bunga raya melayu ke kanan
Dan dibiar bunga tak cantik mekar di kiri

Aku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Tanah air kita yang punya
Kita siram, kita baja tapi angin api kita lupa
Mereka merancang masa menjilat bangsa

13 harimau bertukar menjadi mangsa
Kita lupa nenek moyang kaya-raya
Jangan sekali-kali digadai harta-bendanya

Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu

Takkan Melayu hilang di dunia
Ya... tapi apa guna tak hilang di dunia
Kalau kewujudan tidak dirasa
Petah berbahasa kudrat tak berjasa
Orang berbudi kita hanya tahu merasa
Selalu lari bila dirapat
Selalu malu bila soalan diaju
Selalu segan memberi pendapat
Rela mengikut dari meneraju
Belum nyanyi sudah bersorak
Suka berjanji dalam borak
Bukan kata tak ada otak
Cuma tak berfikir di luar kotak

Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu
Ku lihat layu dalam Melayu

Aku jadi sayu
Bunga menangis dia mendayu
Mahu jadi cantik tetapi ragu
Aku merayu
Bangunlah semula hidup kembali
Jangan tunggu matahari mati
Cepatlah mekar sebelum terlerai

Perjuangan kita belum selesai

Perjuangan kita belum selesai

Perjuangan kita belum selesai

Saturday, January 10, 2009


1 week @ 7 days @ 168 hours @ 10080 minutes @ 604800 seconds before my flight to MEDAN..

it's feel like just yesterday that my hols started but then now it almost comes to end..

frankly, it's boring to stay at home this long as all my fellow friends has started their classes...

makes me think.. how in the world makes me wanna return to medan a lil' bit later...

but the good side is im not spending all my money just to kill the times before class started...

like old folks always says...

"everthing that happen has it mean"


Sunday, January 4, 2009

FUCK YOU israel...!!!!

it has been almost 2 weeks the fucking israel killing innocent people in Gaza city...

fuck you israel..

what the hell do you in Palestine.. just get your ass to the hell or give massages to your fucking prime minister or the US president with your ass... BULL SHIT...

who are you to kill the innocent people of Palestine... are you god?? hell no.. you are only the worst creature ever been created and i wonder why did god put all of motherfucker in this world..

some of the cruelty of the fucking zionist

the innocent people...

children also has become their target

even the small one they couldn't spare it

this is all because
the fucking US is under spell of israel

but dun worry as the world is on your side palestine except the fucking selfish arab who only think of the their own interest only.. DAMN...

may God be with you boy...!!!